Hole in foot

I seem to have a hole in my foot its not very big but god does it hurt. it isn’t all of the way through my foot its only about a 5th of the way through but it still hurts and it looks weird, but to be truthful I laughed when I looked at it the next morning I was surprised by how bad it hurt because you see this isn’t the first time I put a hole in my foot I have done it about 3 times now and this is the worst that it has ever hurt.

You may be asking at this point how did you put a hole in your foot, did you step on a nail? No I dropped a knife on it again, well it wasn’t really a knife it was a letter opener that I keep in my room you see I was fiddling with it and it slipped out of my hand and it hit my foot. It was such a shock that I jumped out of my seat and hit my head on my bed, I’m sure I gave my self a concussion I couldn’t see strait. after doing this idiotic thing I went to get it bandaged and what do I get, a plaster, a plaster for gods sake I got a hole in my foot I think I need something bigger than a plaster don’t you think and what do I get told "no it’ll be fine its not that bad" its a hole! how bad does it have to be before I get a bandage, do I have to loose my foot for you to start caring or what?

Your sincerely,

MonoTono,

Neil

Empty

I have felt the stangest feeling in my chest for a wile now, it isnt pain or heat it is an emptyness a lonley feeling. i fell like this every day and the emptyness grows when i see a curtain group of people or a happy couple. Its strange i don't think this will ever go away.

Favourite book

I was asked not long ago what was my favourite book I replied with the words "oh that’s a hard one I don't really have a favourite book", the reason behind this is that to me a favourite book is a book you want to read every day no matter how many times you have read it.

Unfortunately as I have yet to find that book well re find it that is, I did have a book like that once but mother threw it out because it was all ratty and torn up by my damn cat. She thought it was a piece of junk so she got rid of it, I was so mad at her that day but eventually I got over it. But ever since that day I have been looking for another copy of that book, the name unfortunately escapes me but I remember there was a skeleton wearing something on the front and that was about it. I hope that one day that I will find that book and have another part of me complete.

Best Wishes,

MonoTono,
Neil.