Michael Jackson

So its been 4 or 5 weeks I’m not really that sure how long its been since Michael Jackson’s death and it seams the media still wont leave him rest in peace, with these scandals in the paper. A paper a few days ago was claiming that he had been killed, I thought to myself the moment I saw this why are they saying this after it was clearly stated that he died of a heart attack which may have been caused by the fact that he was taking unspecified prescription medications.
And a few of the fans are no better than the papers, I saw on the paper that a few of them tried breaking into his grave and praying or doing some sort of ritual I’m not that sure but its still a disgrace leave him a lone for gods sake, if your a fan just leave some flowers at his grave or something less crazy than breaking into his grave, have some respect for his family. It makes me sick to my stomach when I hear stuff like this.


If I’m honest with you I’m not that sure what to think of Michael Jackson as a person with all of the things that I have heard about him in his earlier years and when I say earlier years I mean about 4 to 6 years ago. With all the accusations put against him, I’m not sure whether or not to believe these accusations there is so much evidence against him, but when he was proven not guilty I must admit I was quite happy to hear about this as I’m sure were many other people. But still some people believe he was guilty, nut it still amazes me how the death of a well known person can bring people together in a feeling of sadness, even if you hated that person his death can still create a feeling of sadness in you, no matter how much you hatted that person you still feel a small amount of sadness because even if you wished for death on that person you would never really want him to die in real life that would defeat the issue of hating him, as there is no point in hating a dead man what’s the point sure you could say "good riddance" but after a wile every one will come to like him even the people who hatted him so you see there isn’t any gain in hating him and having him dead, because soon you see everyone will love him especially with his music constantly being aired making us remember the god things about him.



Personally I love his music and I’m glad he died, I’m not implying that I hatted him I’m just glad to hear that he died now because I thought he died a long time ago so when I heard the news of his death I was somewhat glad to hear that he lived this long. You may be wondering why I thought he died a long time ago, well you see that is because I haven’t heard any news about him for so long I thought that he died and that I had simply forgotten about it.




So then let me just say this as my finishing sentence no matter what you personally felt or think of Michael Jackson, you still have to love his music because even though some of them are emotional they have nothing in them of what he may or may not have done personally.

Good bye Michael Jackson,

King of pop,
MonoTono,
Neil.

Song Obsession

OK I think I’m obsessed with a Nickelback song that’s all I seem o be listening to these days, but got the songs good and it always puts a huge smile on my face when I listen to it and when he sings the chorus. Is this obsession I’m not sure. But who really is going to read this post anyway, and if anyone does are they really going to care that much.

Best wishes,

MonoTono,

Neil,

Hole in foot

I seem to have a hole in my foot its not very big but god does it hurt. it isn’t all of the way through my foot its only about a 5th of the way through but it still hurts and it looks weird, but to be truthful I laughed when I looked at it the next morning I was surprised by how bad it hurt because you see this isn’t the first time I put a hole in my foot I have done it about 3 times now and this is the worst that it has ever hurt.

You may be asking at this point how did you put a hole in your foot, did you step on a nail? No I dropped a knife on it again, well it wasn’t really a knife it was a letter opener that I keep in my room you see I was fiddling with it and it slipped out of my hand and it hit my foot. It was such a shock that I jumped out of my seat and hit my head on my bed, I’m sure I gave my self a concussion I couldn’t see strait. after doing this idiotic thing I went to get it bandaged and what do I get, a plaster, a plaster for gods sake I got a hole in my foot I think I need something bigger than a plaster don’t you think and what do I get told "no it’ll be fine its not that bad" its a hole! how bad does it have to be before I get a bandage, do I have to loose my foot for you to start caring or what?

Your sincerely,

MonoTono,

Neil

Empty

I have felt the stangest feeling in my chest for a wile now, it isnt pain or heat it is an emptyness a lonley feeling. i fell like this every day and the emptyness grows when i see a curtain group of people or a happy couple. Its strange i don't think this will ever go away.

Favourite book

I was asked not long ago what was my favourite book I replied with the words "oh that’s a hard one I don't really have a favourite book", the reason behind this is that to me a favourite book is a book you want to read every day no matter how many times you have read it.

Unfortunately as I have yet to find that book well re find it that is, I did have a book like that once but mother threw it out because it was all ratty and torn up by my damn cat. She thought it was a piece of junk so she got rid of it, I was so mad at her that day but eventually I got over it. But ever since that day I have been looking for another copy of that book, the name unfortunately escapes me but I remember there was a skeleton wearing something on the front and that was about it. I hope that one day that I will find that book and have another part of me complete.

Best Wishes,

MonoTono,
Neil.

Britain’s got talent Greg Pritchard

That Greg Pritchard Is a bit weird isn't he. He was great on Britain's got Talent tonight but to be honest his signing didn't really live up to my expectations don't get me wrong he was amazing and so was his performance but I wasn't expecting him to sing in his normal voice, I liked the duo thing he did it was good but i think it would have been better without his normal voice.

If I'm on est i don't think Greg will win I think that Aidan Davis kid will win or ac least come in second he is an amazing dancer I'm so jealous i wish i could dance like that but i know i never will so hmm.

kindest regards,

MonoTono,

Neil.

Love

One day I shall be with my true love, like many people's dream girls she is the girl of my dreams the very essence of beauty and perfection its self.

But sadly she may never be mine as she is leaving my school and I may nether she her again and if that wasn't bad enough she is in love with someone else which brings me great sadness and disbare for without her I fell like nothing. but all of this does not discourage me for one day I shall be with her, no matter what I shall find her no matter what obstacles I come across I will conquer them and be with her.

Dreamily,
and

Hopeful,

MonoTono.

Britain’s got talent a little bit strange but still fun

I was watching Britain’s got talent a few night’s ago and there was this bendy guy, I couldn’t believe my self how bendy he was. I cant imagine how much that must have hurt, it must take years of training to do that. And that guy Greg I don’t know how he did that, it must of really strained his voice. Before him I didn’t think it was possible for a man to do that as Simon Cowl said "its like a dog meowing" personally I would love to hear a dog meow or a cat going woof, that would make my day XD.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c87Qd5hNCK

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsQFr0-x2hQ&feature=PlayList&p=E3996AE50356B545&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=36

kindest regards,
MonoTono,
Neil.

Hooray

Hooray the first week of my exams are over, and I have got all of my hard and nerve racking exams out of the way, I have only got my science and RE exams left and I will be finished. Well kind of, unfortunately I have an external exam on Wednesday and I’m not really sore what to expect, and then in a month or so I have some science external exams and I’m not shure what to expect from them either. But still looking on the bright side act least the exams I dreaded like English and Welsh are finally over. Luckily I’m good at science so I should be able to pass my chemistry and physics exams with ease but my biology exam may be a little bit harder to pass, I’m not that good at biology or RE that much but when I do my exams they come out good so everything should be fine (I hope).

Best Regards ,
MonoTono,
Neil.

Can't think

I seem to have a problem when it comes to my thoughts, for some reason i think of the most amazing ideas and things to say only at night when I'm in bed just before I'm about to fall asleep.


I think this is because when I'm in my bed i feel comfortable and my mind is relaxed making it easier for me to think. If i could stay in bed all day with a notepad i could produce some amazing things well amazing for me, but i couldn't unfortunately stay awake long enough for me to write every thing i wanted to down. the reason i put this here is so i can describe my mind, that's all i really wanted to say.

Best Wishes,

Neil,

MonoTono.

So quick to judge

I am sick of the people in my school they are all so quick to judge and comment and point out the faults in me, but as soon as I say something about them every one starts to say things about me and then start to bug me to the point were it feels like bullying and I feel like hurting someone but of course if I do hit someone everyone would start to hit me. Today was one of these days in fact one of the worst, everyone was judging and making fun of my laugh and my hair, OK I know my laugh is stupid and very annoying, but seriously after telling me to shut up and stop laughing every day its not like I don’t know its not like I cant hear my self, if I could change it I would but I cant so just deal with it I have to.

It's not like I make fun of any one else. The only reason every one picks on me is because I’m a bit overweight, if I was skinny they wouldn’t say anything I can think of some people who have much more annoying laughs than me and who are all skinny and no one says anything to them it just because of the weight its so unfair. And the way everyone makes fun of my hair its so unfair there’s another boy in the same year as me who has even longer hair than me and I have never seen anyone say anything to him about his hair and I see him around the school a lot. The only reason he doesn’t get picked on is because he is skinny, well he might be getting picked on but I haven’t seen anyone pick on him and I see him a lot in school. I’m so sick of my dam school. Now even some of the year 7 and year 8 are starting to make fun of me I don’t even know who they are what the hell is everyone’s problem why do they always have to pick on me I wish they would get a life and do something that doesn’t involve me, and now even a few of my friends are starting to make fun of me in school I’m wondering if they are really my friends at all.

When we are all in town together we have a great time but when we are in school in front of other people they completely change its so sad when you think of it, how people change when there in front of other people just to fit in. I don’t know what to do any more I’m just trying to be myself its not my fault if this the way I am I’m not going to change just to be accepted, I just don’t know what to do anymore every time I try and change I never feel right, so screw all of you im going to be me and no one can make me chage so deal with it.

kindest regards,

MonoTono,

Neil.